Inspired by my sister. To say what I feel
You call that love?
You threw me away like i was nothing.
Every slap every time your fingers cross my neck.
It tore me down
You never believed what I said
You rejected me
I tried to please you.
To never leave you
All I wanted was to be accepted by you
Was to much to ask for you to be a mother!
Was it to much to ask for you to be a father!
Why can’t you love me?
Why couldn’t I have been enough?
Every tear that’s fallen was bc of you.
Every scratch was from you.
What did I do?
For you to beat me til I bleed.
What did I do?
For you to leave all of these bruises?
I’m here and I’m strong.
I live to be better than you.
I live to know that you are below me.
I will never be you. I will never be like my mother.
I will not leave, or say false things like my father.
You gave me life.
But it’s my life to live
You gave me life
But I decide my path.
You say you are my parents but
It’s always been us three.
Fighting for each other. Loving each other. Me my brother and sister. We stand up for each other. We love each other
First love
I thought you loved me.
I thought I was your world.
I thought we were a forever couple.
I guess we were just temporary thing.
- Friend: Micha, what's the point of track?
- Me: what's the point of softball? *she plays softball*
- Friend: To put the ball where it needs to go. And beat the other team.
- Me: track is pushing your self to be your best. If you're a thrower it's to make yourself throw as hard as you can. If your a jumper it's to jump as far and high as you can. And if you are a runner like me it's to run your hardest, to beat not only yourself but the person your racing. It'a for you to push your self as hard as you can. And beat the other teams. That's the point.
I hate when people say I’m gonna be just like my mom! I will not be like her. God made me with my own mistakes and flaws. He made me with a different mind set. I’m my own person I’m not my mother.
Coming to an end
Today I have metro for cross country. It’s raining and cold but I’m determined to do great. After this we have state in a week. Ready to kick some butt.
Ea and St.amant football game last night. We won :) go sta.
